i hate myself today.
i don t know what s happening to me.
i hate my face today.
i think i look so shitty.
i have some sweat everywhere。
i m not even shaved.
my hair all greasy.
i look disgusting.
my eyes are glued.
my lips are chaffed.
my legs are prickling.
and plus i m stinky today.
how can i date someone with a face like that?
i know you re gonna dump me again,
and i am gonna cry.
cuz you want a perfect girl,
and i m not what you expected.
you want a perfect girl,
and i look shitty today.
maybe i should put some makeup,
and find some crazy outfits.
but i am very tired today
and i don t care if i m not pretty.
should be like these girls,
skinny and great all the time.
i m still wearing my slippers
and eat all the candies at home.
i should sleep more,
and stop going out everyday.
i should focus more,
and stop complain