i am a little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
handful of complaints
but i can‘t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
i am what i want you to want
what i want you to feel
but it‘s like no matter what i do,
i can‘t convince you, to just believe
this is real
so i let go, watching you,
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i‘m not
but i‘ll be here ‘cause you‘re all that i got
i can‘t feel the way i did before
don‘t turn your back>